FAITH and LIE

Outside it's now raining heavily

and i dont really know what i'm suppose to do

even actually i've still got some emails i havn't replied yet

but i don't think i want to reply it at this moment.

I'm wondering what is in my mind now

and in fact i already knew what that is

is a ton of questions about things as usual.

There are two exact words in my mind at this very moment

FAITH, following by LIE

why do these two words just come up into my mind..??
maybe because i just saw something
something that just makes me think about things in life generally.

In life, we all have our own desire, our own passion, or our own interst
and those are make we are different each other,
we also have our own faith,
faith about anything we believe in some different areas in our life
and faith could make us face every single day
it could make us keep strong and brave even in a very unpredictable situation


But what if a faith has been poisoned by a lie,
could it be a good faith ever again..??
and what if that lie feels so true and make us dont even realize its poison..??
what could happen if that so..??
all that i know that we might be losing our grip
we are gonna fall down and we will hurt so bad
i dont really know the other effects
all that i know that it won't be good, it won't be nice
it will be just killing us.

For me, even just to keep my faith i have to struggle from many things hardly
cos i always wonder about things
and i always have questions about things
while we couldn't ask a faith
we could't doubt a faith
cos faith is something we do not see
faith is something we believe, we cling to
cos if we keep asking that is not a faith.


So now,
at this very moment,
im praying to God, the Creator of this universe
so that He might give me the wisdom,
an insight to discern lies in a faith
to keep my faith about His promises strong
to keep my eyes and my mind on Him
to be obedient and patient even things feel do not make any senses
even the world is changing
even some opinions are not gonna be the same
even life is full of questions and tempting me to walk away
even when i'm feeling all alone
even when it's raining
even when in a strom
i'm praying so i could have a power to keep my faith in You.


Walk by faith, not by sight..